Sunday, September 19, 2010

got 13.1 miles?

After nearly SIX MONTHS of preparing, mentally and physically, today was my half-marathon!!! It's still hard for me to wrap my brain around this fact, even after it's come and gone. Let's take a look back:

I woke up this morning around 6AM, before my alarm even went off! I put on my already laid out outfit, my favorite running short and my Team Hole in the Wall jersey, gunk'ed up my toes, gliding up my body, and packed my bag! I threw on a long sleeve, because it was chilly! My parents came to pick me up EARLY, which is a big deal for them...I can see they got up before their alarm too! They dropped Ryan and I close to the start of the race and parked the car. Ryan walked around the start area with me, which I was so thankful for. Talking to him = less time alone with my thoughts and nerves! We ran into another person running for HITW, which was awesome! She was a nurse at camp and I saw her run by me during the race....kudos to her! At about 7:45, we met up with Meaghan, who dropped back to start the race with me...another huge point of thankfulness! Having her at the start line meant, again, I didn't need to be alone with my nerves. The waves went pretty quickly and the crowd moved fast up to the start line...I didn't have much time to think about. Before I knew it, we were running!!

Meaghan's parents were not too far from the start, so we saw them, and then saw my parents and Ryan shortly after (although they almost missed us...video to come!). The loop in the city went pretty well. I was honestly mildly dreading it, because the one time I ran it with Ryan, it bombed....so luckily it went great! I ran with Meaghan the whole time, and aside from knocking some guy's glasses over, it went well! While I had originally predicted a 10 minute mile, I didn't go into today with expectations of that...I wanted to make sure I'd last the whole time, so I hadn't expected to keep up at that, but running together had me doing it, which was fine! We ran past both sets of our parents again, and headed past the Art Museum up Kelly Drive. After some gu, I encouraged Meaghan to go ahead of me. I wanted to slow down a little bit, and while I was sad to see her go, I was SO incredibly thankful for the pleasant surprise of running almost half of it with a friend!

Just after we split up, I saw Lani on the sidelines...SCREAMING her face off at me, since I apparently didn't hear her! I'm not sure I would've even seen her had I not been going to the side to get water. Kelly Drive went well....I started to play the numbers game in my head, which I've been working all training to stop. How many miles have I gone? How many more left? How far until the next milestone in the course? It was hard to fight it, and I honestly couldn't just go quiet otherwise, which was a little stinky. I crossed the East Falls Bridge, which was definitely a great feeling. It was about half way over that I realized- Holy smokes (that's not really what I said to myself...)! This is actually about to happen!

I crossed the bridge and hit mile 10. Everything after that point was the furthest I had ever run, and I tried to keep reminding myself of that. I knew Rachel and her sister were somewhere along the course, and it was nice that they were further along the way than I had originally expected. It gave me something to look forward to and keep my eyes out for...although word to the wise: be cautious of how much energy you exert showing any supporters how thankful you were. I sorta went crazy and had to catch my breath afterward!

The end was a little hazy. There was a really good band I appreciated, but it came and went fast. Again, I couldn't stop myself, but it was a game. How much longer? How much further? I know that doesn't help, but I was starting to feel the miles and was ready to cross the finish line. Leading up to the end, the sidelines got thick with people and I couldn't believe I had made it. I just kept moving, and to my surprise, was even able to pick up a little bit of speed...honestly, anything to get me over that line that point!

My finish line photo isn't up yet, but as many of you know, it's something I had been looking forward to for a long time now....and fingers are crossed it's a little something I can keep me with (proudly) as a reminder of this incredible journey and amazing day!

There is still so much I want to and need to say about today and everything, but it will come later as I continue to digest it all. In the meantime, here are a few pictures from Janny and even two videos!






Saturday, September 18, 2010

tomorrow!

quick post for the sake of this whole "documenting the experience" business....my half-marathon is tomorrow!! I am feeling a range of emotions, most importantly disbelief. I can't believe it's tomorrow! I have been thinking about and preparing for this day for months now, and it's weird to think it's here...weird, yet super exciting. I have been reminded several times now to remember to enjoy it and I think that's really important advice to hear. While I'm certain it won't simply fly by, I want to make sure I take time to actively and consciously take it all in. And with that, here goes nothing...!!!

Sunday, September 12, 2010

one week!!!!

So the big day is ONE WEEK away! Last week, I received my confirmation email, which defintely made me nervous and AHH, but honestly, I am overall super excited! I know the morning of will be super crazy and nerve wrecking, but I know I've done everything I could leading up to now. Of course I have goals and hopes for how it will go, but I can't worry about not hitting those marks. Rather than seeing Sunday as the end of a journey, I hope it will just be a part of the journey. Thinking of it that way makes it exciting, rather than (super) scary.

Running has honestly made me a very thankful person, and rightfully so. I don't mean to sound cheezy, but it's true. I've "struggled" (I use that word loosely) with being alone with myself on longer runs. I've asked many runners I look up to what they think about during this time and many say that after a while, they just don't. I'm definitely not there. I've noticed an incredible trend in my thoughts though. I have found myself time and time again thinking how thankful I am for so-and-so for encouragement, advice, tips, running with me, sharing music, donating to the Hole in the Wall Camps in honor of my race, lending or buying me gear. I am already so excited to see some of these very supporters along the course next week. I know it is because of this that I am feeling so great about next weekend.

Here is some helpful information for those coming out on the predicated BEAUTIFUL day to enjoy the weather, listen to some music (see course map below for band locations), and scream like a maniac when I stroll by. The race begins at 8AM, with staggered starts. I'm guessing I'll actually cross the start line between 8:20-8:30, but that's just my guess! My incredibly supportive parents, roommate, and boyfriend will all be signed up to receive updates of my location, so if you'd like to know my whereabouts, they'd be good people to talk to! If you're out supporting a fellow runner, feel free to give me a SCREAM!

Here is the course map, parking information for Center City, and the event's website. Also, well worth the few minutes it will take to read - Sindy sent this to me as a guide for spectators and I thought it was really helpful. Check it out! Out of towners should be able to see some good stuff online, including, it sounds like, my finish line face (which I am still perfecting).

If you have any questions, please please let me know! Have an awesome week!

Friday, September 3, 2010

hip hip hip hooray!

Why so many hips, you may ask?

Hip #1 - Today I received the "You Have a Donation" email FIVE TIMES!!! What an incredible feeling! Wow! And thank you to those people...and to all the people who have donated to this amazing cause so far!

Hip #2 - This weekend is my final long run before I start to taper in preparation for the quickly upcoming BIG DAY. I checked the weather mid-week/mid-heat wave and somehow, the temperature is decreasing for Saturday (it was only Saturday...I decided to move my run to Sunday and what do you know - now it's going to be mid-70's both of those days). You may call it random. They may call it Earl. I am going to just go with fabulous.

Hip #3 - My long run will put me just over the 2o0 MILE MARK!!! It's crazy. It's unreal. It's a glitch in the system. I don't get it, but wow!

Both my fundraising and running goals are now closer than ever. It's scary, but super exciting! I'm keeping my fingers crossed for continued good luck!

Happy Labor Day!

Thursday, September 2, 2010